Monday, February 27, 2006

Love

Love, destiny, fate...
Whatever you call it, it hurts bad.

Really REALLY bad...
You go in and you may never come out.
You will keep dwelling on your grief until you just can't take it anymore.

Nothing ends nicely, that's why it ends.

If you go to some blogs, like seishii's one, you'll probably see something like this:
Not me. I don't dwell on the past. I move on.

Well, that's what I would agree to but...
Honestly, I can't.

I tried but this feeling just won't go away.
And it just consumes you and you just want to break down.
Seriously, it hurts.

You will feel this heavy feeling in your chest, like you're about to explode. It's more than suicidal.

I felt something like that but to go on I just told myself:
My passion for her burned and still burns hotter than a thousand white suns.

The part which said STILL slapped me awake. It was like last year when I couldn't get into NCC(Sea) but I did not give up.
It was worth fighting for and so is she.

I bet a lot of you are now thinking like, "Hey, asshole! There are other girls, damn it!"

Yes, that's pretty much true. But everyone has a unique name, a different face and varying personalities. So tell me, would YOU like to be replaced? Do you think that you CAN be replaced?

I don't think so.

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