Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Break

Seriously, I've been
really

really

really

REALLY

REALLY

pissed off these past few days.

Seriously. Maybe this is one of the many reasons for my liking to Linkin Park songs. Like what I'm feeling right now, It's exactly like the chorus in "One Step Closer".

Eveything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

And I AM about to break. Maybe I'm just emotionally unstable. Ah heck. Seriously, I'm about to go beserk anytime now. And I absolutely HATE lectures. From parents, teachers, whoever. They either force me to do something or they try to act like they understand.

Fuck that.

Nobody understands me. And I am HAPPY that nobody does. If they do, they'd probably have combusted themselves. I like to do things MY WAY. Not yours, not the Standard Operation Procedure way, not the "best" way, not the way that always works. MY WAY. Get it?! You can force me to study or do whatever. I'll do it MY WAY. If you lock me up in a room for eternity with Thomas Edison, Issac Newton, or whoever. If I don't want to do anything, I won't.

Stubborn, I know, but do I look like I give a shit? NO.

We can do this the easy way, or the hard way, bitches.

You can just lay off and let me be. You'll be happy, I'll be on top of the world, and if I do badly, I can't blame you.

Or we can do this the hard way. You waste your time, you get frustrated, I will lose all trust in you, and if I screw up, you're the cause.

Just for the record, I HATE THE NEW FUCKING SEAT ARRANGEMENT!

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