Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Confirmed

Okay, fine. NOW I know how rock bottom feels like.

The saddest place.

And I hate it.

It was confirmed. We broke up. Happy, all you saddistic asses?! Now I'm left in a pitiful state. And I'm going to go mad.

Being mad shouldn't be all THAT bad. I mean, you would feel numbed to heartbreaks. You won't feel the pain. Cool.

I'm on the line separating sanity from insanity. I really don't know what to do now. Maye I just ought to be left alone. Yeah, I think that'll work.

I need a vacation from school, siblings, and myself. And if she is reading this post, I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry I couldn't be what she wanted me to be. I'm sorry that she had to see me in this state. And I'm sorry for dragging her into this mess.

It's my fault, and mine alone. Not anyone else's. Okay, maybe some other assholes are at fault but...


...she's definitely not at fault...

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