Friday, May 19, 2006

Depressed

I am seriously depressed. Seriously.

My heart aches.

My eyes and face all wet.

My going crazy.

I don't deserve anything anymore. Everything I have, I take advantage of it. I abuse everything I have. EVERYTHING. And now I feel like dying.

I was blinded by lies. And I would rather stay that way.

The truth is too horrible.

Just too horrible to face.

I don't even deserve death. I don't deserve to be happy...At all. Life is just a pack of lies. Lies and nothing more. Nothing.

To lose the person you truly love the most...It really hurts. A lot. I just...don't have the will to live anymore...

This...might be my final and last post.

Goodbye cruel world.

logged in at 11:05 PM

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the loser

Goes by the name Az, and he apparently thinks that he makes the world go round. Single, and sometimes enjoying it. He will go out of his way to see people smile, which makes him smile in turn. He's currently into beatboxing and is getting good at it. He aims to live life to the fullest, and enjoy the good and bad times of it. He talks total crap and would probably sell his soul to an alien for a green balloon. He should almost never be taken seriously. He can do things that most people can't (not that they would want to) such as echo-ing, making cricket sounds, dislocate his right shoulder, and a lot more which shouldn't be mentioned because he doesn't want you to lose your appetite. He claims that he is so hot that when he wears your jacket, it'll burn. He's original and loves making new friends. Basically, he rocks.
A Ztupid Retarded Idiot
az.lofag@hotmail.com

Azri
08221992

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~~A Nice Jacket~~
~~Digital Fortress-Dan Brown~~
Korg Triton Keyboard
3-Star
Ski Mask
Gorilla Mask
World Peace
Total Freedom
The Open Door-Evanescence
~~Like Blood Like Honey-Holly Brook~~

Friday, May 19, 2006

Depressed

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