Friday, June 30, 2006

Another 'today' post

Woke up. Went to school. A bit late. NCC Day. Very disciplined. Ma'am gave us yet ANOTHER lecture. Malay. History. Recess. English. Science (I got a fucking distinction. whoa.)

Slack after school. Played guitar, ate, went to Energy Effeciency Course, didn't understand a thing. Walk around town to find bus 16 bus stop. Took 14. Went to Katong Shopping Centre. Walked to TK with Elyasa (He wanted to look at girls in TK). Looked like Temasek Sec students.

School. Slacked, played around with Elyasa's friends and look at Sec 2 NP platoon/squad. Went to Bedok Interchange with Elyasa. Joan and Ying Ling same bus. Kept saying aloud, "Elyasa likes (...) and (...) dump him."

Went home. Drank 100Plus. Scared little brother with belt, and he actually got scared and obeyed to keep quiet. Bathed, ate ice cream, chatted, got told that I had a hot and sexy voice. When (that person who told me I had a sexy voice) signed out she said, "Bye sexyyy" I replied the same thing, jokingly. Then she said. It would be better if you said it in real life.

Okay, now how cool is that? Seriously, I don't want to go to SYF tomorrow. I might cry and embarrass myself.

I'm so fucking insecure...

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Thursday, June 29, 2006

Prediction

I have a prediction:

After the end-of-year exams, Mrs Goh says(with a look of reluctancy), "Fourth top in class for physics is...Azri." I go up to take my paper and I'll say, "In your face."

Well, that's about it.

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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Today

Okay, I'm exhausted. But I'll type out this post anyway.

Woke up at around six fifteen and bathed and changed and packed bag. Waited for slow idiots who did not want to be named (Nadhirah) to come down and headed for school. Went to class, did the usual talk before going downstairs routine, then...had to buy new socks because my socks ware low. Rules DO suck, agree?

Went up to class and...luckily Mdm Goo wasn't there (I'd be asked why I was late. And very luckily, Maths was just one period. I just love one-period-long Maths.

After that was PE. Basically, we ran, ran and played some stupid ball-passing game and right before the lesson ended, I was called by Mr Singh to help demonstrate some passing crap, which I did not do really well. I know I suck at catching/passing balls.

Literature. Pretty slack, just had to take down some notes. And, Kevin (not a real person...at least I think he's not real), I know pretty much how you feel.

Recess. Don't have to say much here now, do I?

First lesson of D&T. Basically, D&T totally ROCKS for the two reasons: My register number is even and well, it's fun. Got to design some photoframe or something like that. We will get to keep it but...I'll save it for a special photo of someone special. Too bad I don't have that person now.

IT. Flash is actually quite easy. If Alex is teaching you and you aren't giving a damn to what the teacher said during the class. Made some stupid looking animations of a stickman exploding, a soldier getting hit by a helicopter, so on and so forth.

PW. Pretty much slacked and left for lunch break continued by training for NCC Day.

Ma'am was really pissed with us. I shall not state the reason why because I'm a man of honour. Then did drills, slacked a little bit, drills, drills...Now here's the most significant part of the training. Someone (I will not reveal the name because I'm a man of honour) was looking at TKGS girls and said "Whoo" and that caused us to get pumped FORTY!!! Now how cool is that? At that point of time, really really uncool. We had to do forty (SLOWLY) push-ups on the rough tile, not to mention the part where the sun was burning the floor thus literally frying our (and my beloved) palms. Ouch. They're still red now. Then we did some more drills and did a rehearsal for NCC Day. A few times. Apparently sing-shouting the national anthem and staying still for one and a half hours really makes you tired. And to top it off, we had to do ANOTHER forty push-ups because of the unstated event above. Then we were finally dismissed.

Went home and now I'm blogging this crap out.

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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Care

I was just thinking...
how nice it would be if someone actually cared about me.

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Monday, June 26, 2006

Change

Well, I've decided.

Drawing is going to be my passion, and therefore, I shall work really really really hard and hope that one day my mom will come back with the most needed artist tool: a tablet. But an XBox 360 will do just fine though.

Starting tomorrow, I'm a full-fledged studier (I really hope I can live up to this promise).

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First bleeding day of the bleeding school term

Well, it wasn't THAT bloody. It was actually rather enjoyable.

Except for te part that others changed their seats and I didn't. Damn, I hate sitting at the front.

First, I woke up at five am (to pack my bag) and then I had breakfast and read Angels and Demons, until the stupidly slow siblings got ready for school, thus causing me to arrive school just in time which did not give me the chance of changing my fucking place.

Sang that song, the pledge, and that stupid song, and I tried my best not to laugh as I always did on Mondays when Gerald, Alex and me would usually make fun of the school song (but didn't do it today because there was a girl in front of me). Then came the oh-so-fucked-up hair and attire check. I passed all mainly because my beloved sideburns are gone...Stupid barber.

Then was that half-an-hour period with Mrs Stickbanger(aka Mrs Tan). She scolded us and all the usuall crap and all that and the usual "This is the new term and you better buck up" speech. We had to change the bloody timetable!!! NOOOO!!! Now my favourite day has Maths in it. Shit.

Next was Maths. Quite slack but, since it's Maths, it went by slooooooooooowly. Learned some stupid angle crap thing.

Then was "PE", which did not involve much physical stuff, just checking height and weight. And I found out that I grew by one cm! Yay me! Now I'm as tall as Clayton and Timothy (never thought I would see the day).

Recess...Not much to explain here. Just ate, drank and chatted...with Iwaki. How cool is that!

Then erm...Music. Before I went to the auditorium however, I sneaked something onto someone's table (you should know who you are).

Then was Science. Newbie teacher's gonna learn to teach us. Yay...FINALLY A VICTIM. Ms Edison. I made a really mean joke, and she just happened to be behind me. Dang. I turned around and asked Huimin, "She's Ms Edison right? So where's Mr Thomas?" Lame, I know, but mean. And I'm actually enjoying Chemistry. Wow.

English, well, being english was...fun? weird? Ms Chong-ey? So we had to do some weird explanation thing, and Suresh was inside our group. Well, when we told Suresh that some 2C-ians drank beer, he was like "Oh my god...How come so young drink beer?" Cynthia told me sort of the same thing last night but Suresh, being Suresh, kept repeating it over and over and over and over and over (well, you get the idea).

Then was Malay. YEE-HAW! Finally...Mdm Sarina is back, and not some noob teacher who has a grudge against me. And since 2D was also there, we got to spend the whole two periods making profiles...or sort of.

Then dismissed. Took bus with Elyasa and found out that one should not eat two packets of Chachos Cheese followed by a bottle of Vanilla Coke. It'll upset the stomach. I walked all the way back home from Bedok Centre, and passed my old school. Man, I miss that lame place...

Also, she likes the thing I snuck onto her table and well...that made me really, really, really glad. :D

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Saturday, June 24, 2006

Angry

You really hate someone when:

1- You never ever EVER want to have anything to do with them
2- You feel like you want to kill them in the most painful way known to man
3- You want to kill them for being related to you
4- When you're in a really happy mood but the moment you find out they MSN-ed one of your best friends (who doesn't even know them), you get so peeved you actually pulled out some of your hair
5- When they can easily ruin our day just by talking to you (or saying "hi there")
6- When they manage to turn you into a demon

Well, there's a lot more but right now I'm way too angry to say anything.

Now for the second part of this post.

Have any of you ever felt like you just want to RIP SOMONE'S BLOODY FUCKING LIMBS OFF AND BEAT THE HELL OUT OF HIM/HER WITH THEM AND POURING SALT ALL OVER THEIR WOUNDS AND TEARING OUT THEIR SKULL WITH THEIR SPINE ATTATCHED TO IT AND WHIP THEM AND BURN THEM SLOWLY AND POURING MAGGOTS OVER THEIR STILL LIVING BODY AND DOING IT ALL OVER AGAIN??!!

I know I have.

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Thursday, June 22, 2006

Haircut

NONONONO!!! I have to cut my hair today. After my last haircut, I have an undying fear of barbers (esp those who make you look damn stupid).

What is so wrong about having long(-ish) hair?

Dammit.

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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Happy Song

I am really special 'cause there's only one of me
Look at my smile
I'm so damn happy that people are jealous of me
When I'm sad and lonely
I like to sing this song
It cheers me up
It chills me that I won't be sad for long

Oh oh oh

I'm so happy I can barely breathe
Puppy dogs
Sugar frogs
And kittens' baby teeth
Watch out all you mothers
I'm happy it's hardcore
Happy as a cute bump boar
Twenty dollar whore

A-a-a-ah

I am really special 'cause there's only one of me
Look at my smile
I'm so damn happy that people are jealous of me
These are my love handles
And this is my style
But if you tip me over then
Momma's gonna knock you I'll

I'm special
I'm happy
I'm gonna heave
Welcome to my happy world
Now get your shit and leave

I'm happy
I'm good

I'm outta here
Screw you

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Sappy

Aww...I've grown so damn mushy. Lol. What do I mean by mushy? I mean listening to sappy love songs like 'My Heart Will Go On' and actually tearing because it's emotional. Lol.

OMG!!! I've turned gay (not much change there, boy)!

Joking, joking.

Anyway, here's a pic of me South-Park-ified:

And here is what we did yesterday:

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Pump It

LOL. Take a look at this:

Funny. Right?

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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Survive

This is what I have been survivng on for the past few days:

MSN
Sandwiches (or nothing)

That's about it. Lol.

Toodles ;) (that was pretty gay)

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Monday, June 19, 2006

Tagged...yet again

Okay...I'll have to do this AGAIN.

Eight characteristics of my dream guy/girl.

My ideal girl would be this:

ONE
Girl-next-door type of girl

TWO
Has to accept me for who I am

THREE
Will tell me my mistakes face to face

FOUR
Kind, caring type of person. Not saddistic or anything

FIVE
Has a nice personality

SIX
Really adorable

SEVEN
Cute

EIGHT
'Natural'. I hate fakes

Now...My ideal guy would be...

ONE
C'mon, you didn't think that I would have an ideal guy, did you???

Okay...I'm gonna tag almost everyone on my links. Which is...
Cheryl
Clayton
Cynthia
Jamie
Joan
Justin
Kai Wei
Rachel

Enjoy.

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Sunday, June 18, 2006

Swing

Sometimes you're up. :)

And sometimes you're down. :(

If you're like that, you are suffering from this little thing called mood swings, as am I. For example, yesterday I was really depressed but now I'm not really sad. Or happy. Neutral. 5th of April 2006 I was probably the happiest man on earth. But I've found out that

life's like that.

So...after all the 'counselling' with (insert name if you had 'counselled' me before), I've finally gotten it through that oh-so-thick skull of mine that...(I really hate to admit this)I was wrong. And that I should be the one who controls my life, and not allow life to control me.

So...to keep up this neutral/happy mood, I shall distract myself with Youtube, crapping and making music video parodies.

Maybe I should go kayaking sometime. Anyone wanna come? Call/SMS me.

logged in at 6:39 PM

And One - Linkin Park

And One
Linkin Park
Hybrid Theory

Where should I start
Disjointed heart
I've got no commitment
To my own fllesh and blood

Left all alone
Far from my home
No one to hear me, to heal my ill heart, I

Keep it locked up inside

Cannot express
To the point I've regressed
If anger's a gift then I guess I've been blessed, I

Keep it locked up inside
Keep my distance from your lies

It's too late
To love me now
You have never shown me
It's too late
To love me now
You don't take a word in

Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release(Break)
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace(Me)
Breaking a part of my heart to find release(Too)
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace

Keep it locked up inside
Keep my distance from your lies

Breaking a part of my heart to find release(Break)
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace(Me)
Breaking a part of my heart to find release(Too)
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace

Keep my distance
Keep my distance
Keep my distance
Keep my distance

Spit drips from the jaw of witless witness
Cryptic colloquailism shifts your midrift
Dark all I do embark the shadows
Involved with my thought catalog, analogue, rap catalog
Keep my distance, and fear resistance, hurt by persistance
The twisted web of tangled lies
Strangles my hope to waste and numbs the taste
And I'm forced to face these hate crimes
Against the state of being
Feeling the weight- less -ness pressed between the ceiling
Reeling around room
Riding a bubble of sound proof
It's the frequency making you
S-shake with every boom
Strangles my hope to waste and numbs the taste
And I'm forced to face these hate crimes
Against the state of being
Feeling the weight- less -ness pressed between the ceiling
Reeling around room
Riding a bubble of sound proof
It's the frequency making you
S-shake with every boom
Involuntary muscle contraction
Ignoring and drinking musical gas fume eupohria
The sound pounds to make the dead flush
To have you a head rush with red rhymes and said stuff

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Saturday, June 17, 2006

PW Meeting

So today we had a last minute arrangement for PW meeting. I woke up at 8.30 then bathed and met Justin and Clayton outside Bedok Marketplace.

From there we went to Bedok Center and slacked at Burger King. Gerald found us, unfortunately. Then we played at the playground. Accidentally kicked Clayton 'there' and he chased me. Then Justin tried to do to me what Elyasa did to Wafiy. He grabbed me and swung me and all of a sudden slammed my back on the ground. Ouch. I really couldn't breathe. Then I barely managed to tell Justin that. Then he helped me up and slowly I managed to breathe again. That experience was down right scary.
Bought bubble tea and made our way to my house.

Walked past my primary school and took the route I always took to my house. Then when we reached there Gerald and Clayton were like "Huh? At Tanah Merah so fast?" So we played at the playground outside my house for a really short time and went to my house. Went straight to my room and turned the laptop on. Fooled around then finally went to the kitchen.

Made the first prototype of our product. The we need more ingredients so we went to Shop N Save to buy meat. Bought lunch and ate at my house. Made our second prototype. Went to my room and slacked while I tried to sleep. Then they went home.

Sigh...

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Yesterday

Yesterday
All my troubles seem so far away
But now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh I believe
In yesterday

Suddenly
I'm not half the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me
How yesterday
Came suddenly

Why she had to go I don't know
She wouldn't say
Is there
Something wrong how I loved her yesterday

Yesterday
Love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh I believe
In yesterday

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Friday, June 16, 2006

Shit

Shit. Life is just another one of those motherfucking shitty hellholes that you are forced to live in. I just really really really hate my life.

Does anyone happen to have a gun or something?

Now I really just feel like killing myself. Really.

I'm just another loser. Except that I'm the biggest one of them all. I'm a - oh fuck it.

Will someone just please, for God's sake, kill me???

logged in at 9:07 PM

Tagged...again

Let's just get this done.

Ten random things about me
1- I'm pessimistic
2- I like the dark
3- I play the piano
4- I'm not going to tag this to anyone
5- My gender is...(wait, lemme check) male
6- I have a huge ulcer in my mouth
7- I'm depressed
8- My LPU membership package is going to arrive soon
9- My actual hair colour is pink but I dyed it dark brown
10- I'm not wearing socks right now

I'm not gonna tag anyone for this. Do it if you want to.

logged in at 7:15 PM

Inside

Okay...I'm officially...

depressed.

sigh...Damn.

DamnDamnDamn.

I hate life. I hate me. I love...(well, let's not talk about that) Take everything from the inside, and just throw it all away... Yep. That's what I wanna do but...

I think I need a hug...

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Thursday, June 15, 2006

Erm...Update?

YAY!!! Sweet, sweet internet connection finally back!!!

I'm back, dear readers/fans! Missed the internet...sigh.

I'm feeling pretty empty right now...haiz..Watched Scary Movie last night, by the way. Damn funny. And horny.

I'm also currently obsessed with South Park. It's so lame...lol. Here's what happened at Fraser's Hill (yay! correct spelling!):

Day One:
Reached there. When driving up that mountain, my dad opened the window and i stuck my hand out. The wind felt really cool. Damn refreshing.

Reached the cabin. Or bungalow. Or whatever you wanna call it. Damn nice. Slacked, slept, watched TV, read, drank tea and ate muffins and then a few hours later...DINNER!!! Steak...mmm...yum...

Day Two:
Ah..to lazy to write. Went waterfall. Damn cold.

Day Three:
Um...Went back to KL

Day Four:
Blogging this crap out.

Well, that's about it. Tomorrow I'll be back in Singapore. Sigh...School starting in one week...I don't want all the stress... Fuck it.

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Sunday, June 11, 2006

Trip

In Malaysia right now.

So far I:
-Taught a few people how to play Magic
-Slept
-Ate
-Bathed
-Bought clothes (three crappy t-shirts, a formal shirt and bright orange shorts)
-Watched Cars (although I slept halfway)
-Bought two storybooks
-Bought Scary Movie VCD
-Ate Lobster from VS (mmm...nice)

Ahhh...Managed to find a computer with internet access and it feels great! For the past few days I could not have logged on to MSN because of some stupid firewall which I could not manage to turn off.

Internet ROCKS! But too bad I'll be leaving KL and will be moving on to Fraser's Hill(did I spell it right?) tomorrow, where I will be totally DEPRIVED of computer and TV...Sad...

Okay...that's about it. I'm gonna watch South Park now. Eheheh...

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Thursday, June 08, 2006

Beat

I wanna lear how to do something like this one day:

or this:

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Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Code

Whoa. Just finished reading for approximately one solid hour. And on Friday, two and a half solid hours.

Seriously, The Da Vinci Code rocks! Wow. I really can't believe it. It's the best book I've read since Shade's Children by Garth Nix. These two books are definitely my favourites.

Great writers (and books) are really hard to find these days. I think I'm going to borrow my sister's JC P.E clothes and sneak in to The Da Vinci Code at Princess Theatres.

That is, if I have the money.

Tomorrow (or maybe today...it's 1.31am) I'm most probably going to go to TM. Anyone wanna follow please inform me. Give me a call. If I don't go out I might rot (literally) at home in front of a screen with YesterNumb/Encore repeating over and over again.

Whoa. Last night I managed to stay up until 4am. That's third in place for my staying up record list (note: I made that up two seconds ago). First in place we have the whole night. In my late grandfather's house when I was a wee lad. Second in place is five am. Early this year if I'm not wrong and that's with the seishii (aka Syaz1). Thirdly was yesterday. Four am.

Yay! I'm slowly becoming nocturnal. And I'm glad that I stayed up last night. Halina's gonna get me pictures of the Louvre! Woot! I love friends. I owe her one.

Now...Time for History homework.

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Monday, June 05, 2006

Homework Status

This is my current holiday homework status:

Mathematics: Done
Finished on: 05.06.06
Finished at: 0247h
Comments: Well, I really did not expect to be actually enjoying doing the math. I guess the fact that I havent done it for so long made me miss it. (?!)

Literature: Done
Finished on: 05.06.06
Finished at: 0336h
Comments: "Ouch..." Azri's fingers said.

History: Not done
Comments: Gonna have to think of good questions...

There. I guess that's all the holiday homework that I have. Is there Science homework? If I had missed out on any homework please inform me.

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Sunday, June 04, 2006

Last Stand

Man, X Men 3 ROCKS!!!

Firstly, because I don't really understand what's going on thus I don't get to hurt my brain. Secondly is because of Angel. Man, that guy is so cool. He like, HAS WINGS! Now who has wings like that???

Another reason why The Last Stand rocked is because umm...Storm's hair was fucking nice.

I don't know why it rocks. It just does.

That's it. I'm gonna grow wings by next year. Lol.

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Saturday, June 03, 2006

VS

Man, I absolutely ADORE VS. VS ROCKS!!!

And, by VS I mean Victoria Station. An uber-cool restaurant in Kuala Lumpur. The place is like inside an old train. Don't get me wrong, it's nothing but high-class. And it so rocks! The place is quite dimly lit, making it a perfect spot for a romantic date. It's quiet (Unless the whole of my family goes there, that is).

The food rocks big-time too. First they serve you this nice warm bun and butter as an appetizer. It's really nice. Then you wait for your meal to come. The meal ROCKS!!! Unlike Singapore restaurants, VS is really really REALLY generous on the brown sauce on the steak. See Singapore's steak. If you think THAT is already a lot, you have yet to see a lot.

Then the lobster. Now that is just plain FREAKING NICE!!!

Can't wait to go there again. Lobster and steak, here I come!

logged in at 11:52 PM

Bored

Really. This neverending boredome is getting to my head!

I want to blog but I don't know what the fucking hell to blog about. It's SO FUCKING BORING HERE!!! Damn. My only friend is The Da Vinci Code. Sigh...

DAMN IT!!!

Can anyone talk to me or come over?

logged in at 5:48 PM

Quiz

Got bored so took some quizzes. Here are the results(I'm not going to put the titles of the quizzes though:

Quiz One
You are the perfect date. You know how to treat a girl and make her feel special.
Comments: I am?

Quiz Two
You are anti-social
Comments: Well, most of the time

Quiz Three
Your goth. What did you think I was gonna say? You already know your goth and don't care what authority people think of you or any one else for that matter. Kool. Just keep being yourself...black nailpolish isnt half bad...lol...
Comments: WHAT??!!

Quiz Four

You are nighttime. You enjoy peace and quiet and being alone in the dark. You make friends easily, but sometimes drift away.
Comments: Am I really THAT sad?

Quiz Five
Serious
Comments: Me? Serious???

Well that's about it. As you can see from the results, I'm a nice but serious and depressed guy who LIKES to be sad. I want you to know that these quizzes do not mean much. They are taken for fun. Nothing more.

logged in at 11:18 AM

Broke

I am so broke...No allowance. This is unfair.

Weekly allowance means that I get it evey week.

Fuck that.

I WANT to earn my money by finding a job but parents don't allow and I don't know what job I can pick up. I seriously need the bling.

How the hell am I suppose to save money when I don't even have the fucking money??? So here I am, with absolutely NOTHING to do, and I can't go out for the simple reason that I don't even have the money to take the bus.

Does anyone have a job for me? Will do anything for money (I'm sounding like justin).

Maybe i can go around the neighbourhood and do some chores. Yeah, I think I'll do that.

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Friday, June 02, 2006

Damn

Damn it all...

Feeling depressed again. This feeling really sucks. It really hurts.

I don't know what to say, even...I just really feel this pain in my chest. It really hurts. Sometimes I just feel like it's better to just break down and cry. Damn.

I feel so useless. So helpless. So hopeless.

I don't think any word can really describe what I'm feeling right now. I'm just plain...sad. Now I know how a heartbreak feels. And why it's called a heartbreak. Your heart just feels like it's being torn apart.

And it's less painful if it were literally being torn apart.

It just hurts a lot.

And I mean a lot. It seriously hurts.

I feel that...the whole world had been lying to me all this while. I think a lot of people feel that too. And I think that it's better to smile in ignorant bliss than to endure the bitter taste of truth.

It's like what Joel said: Life is one damned thing after another

Damn...I feel depressed right now...

And only one can mend my heart...

Her.

logged in at 11:45 PM

H.DAYS

The holidays are here. I know I should be happy but there're more negative points to the holidays than positive...Here's a list:

NEGATIVE POINTS
-I don't get to see her for a month :'(
-It's fucking boring here
-There's homework (there is a REASON why holidays exist, you know)
-Six damn loudspeakers around me 24/7
-Having the dream vacation...And it has to be ruined by six damn siblings
-No more allowance for a money thus...
-...not being able to go out and have fun with friends and it hurts even more because...
-...friends get to go out with other friends and I have to resort to playing Pangya
-An XBox sitting right in front of me but the yellow wire is torn

POSITIVE POINTS
-No school
-No teachers

See what I mean?

Damn. I need a job, but my parents don't allow

Shit these holidays