Friday, June 02, 2006

Damn

Damn it all...

Feeling depressed again. This feeling really sucks. It really hurts.

I don't know what to say, even...I just really feel this pain in my chest. It really hurts. Sometimes I just feel like it's better to just break down and cry. Damn.

I feel so useless. So helpless. So hopeless.

I don't think any word can really describe what I'm feeling right now. I'm just plain...sad. Now I know how a heartbreak feels. And why it's called a heartbreak. Your heart just feels like it's being torn apart.

And it's less painful if it were literally being torn apart.

It just hurts a lot.

And I mean a lot. It seriously hurts.

I feel that...the whole world had been lying to me all this while. I think a lot of people feel that too. And I think that it's better to smile in ignorant bliss than to endure the bitter taste of truth.

It's like what Joel said: Life is one damned thing after another

Damn...I feel depressed right now...

And only one can mend my heart...

Her.

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